SIT HERE AND CRY. WHY, WHY WHY. I HAVE FAILED MY FAMILY. I HAVE FAILED MY CHILDREN. MY BILLS WON'T STOP, THE HIGH THEY GO THE HARDER IT IS TO CLIMB OUT. MY HUSBAND GOT LAID OFF AND IS NOW TAKIN CARE OF HIS MOM N DAD, WHILE HIS DAD IS FIGHTIN CANCER. I HAD TO DROP OUT OF COLLEGE OF THE REDWOODS BECAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD THE FEES SO NOW I OWN ON SCHOOL LOANS. I AM IN ABOUT$3,000 IN DEBT. WHAT A MOM TO DO. I PRAY TO THE LORD EVERY NIGHT WHEN I LAY MY SWEET LIL ONES TO BED AND I ASK HIM TO GIVE ME GUIADANCE, TO GIVE ME STRENGTH, TO HOLD MY HAND THROUGH THESE TRING TIMES WE R GOING THROUGH BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY. I HAVE LET MYSELF DOWN, I HAVE FOUGHT MY WHOLE LIFE EVEN AS A CHILD I NEVER HAD ANYTHING, JUST LIVED IN PROVERTY AND NOW I BROUGHT THESE BEAUTIFUL BABY'S IN TO THIS WORLD AND I CAN NOT PROVIDE FOR THEM. I WAS THE FIRST ONE IN MY FAMILY TO GO TO COLLEGE AND I CAN'T EVEN FINISH.
MY SON JUST TURNED 7 ON AUG 18TH AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO MAKE HIM A CAKE OUT OF SCRATCH. AND MY DAUGHTER WILL BE 10 ON SEPT 9TH AND THE SAME FOR HER. I TOLD THEM THAT I WILL TRY TO SAVE UP AND MAKE THEM ONE TO SHARE. MY HEART BROKE. WHY OH WHY LORD DO U MAKE ME STRUGGLE, WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS, WHAT DID MY BABY'S DO TO DESERVE THIS. I FOUND THIS WEBSITE BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S SUPPOSE TO WORK, MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE WOULD HAVE BETTER LUCK AT IT THEN ME.
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